Current weight: 128 pounds
Last week's weight: 129 pounds
Total weight loss: 42 pounds
Okay, so if you want to know something dumb about me it is this: I ask for advice and then I usually don't like to hear it. So when I wrote that whiny post last week I rolled my eyes as I read all of your nice and helpful comments. But you know what? You all were right.
I don't remember exactly what day it was. Friday? I think? But I just sort of gave up for a little bit. The snowy weather that's come combined with my frustrations and I sort of took a little hiatus from my goals. I talked through things with a few people who know me well and told me some things I needed to hear. And after all that, I just felt like I needed to take the advice you all gave me and not stress so much about my goal to be 120 pounds by Christmas. Let me explain.
When I made that goal I did it with the observation that I was moving along on-track really well, losing about a pound a week (and sometimes more) and I figured if I just kicked things up a notch, really stayed committed to my healthy eating and exercise goals, and worked just a little harder at it that meeting my goal of 120 pounds by Christmas would be a given.
At first it was great. I was continuing to lose weight at the same quick and satisfying rate. But then, as you all know, I got stressed. Pretty stressed. And the weight loss came to a screeching halt. And I even gained a little. And that just stressed me out more. "Ahhh! I'm not going to reach my goal in time!" That was all I could think about. Somewhere in there it had strayed from the nice, charming little goal it had started out as.
So I've decided to just keep on keepin' on and not worry about whether or not I make it there by Christmas. After all, it's not a race. And as much as I know you'll all look down on me for saying this, I really plan to enjoy all the yummy food that the holiday season has to offer. I don't want to miss out on all that tasty goodness just to feel stressed and sad and only lose .2 pounds anyway. This being said, I also plan to keep up a regular habit of healthy eating and, of course, good exercise. I love my daily walks and even going running has been fun. I don't plan to give those things up. (Although I will admit that it is getting harder and harder to get myself motivated to go running now that it's getting so cold and the sidewalks are snowy and slick. Not to mention it's usually dark outside by the time we could get started. And I just loathe the indoor track. Sigh...)
Also, I have made the executive decision to enjoy this current week as a vacation because--it is! It's Thanksgiving break! So I plan to keep going on walks and go running if we feel like it, but I'm not going to be keeping track of things on my little chart and probably not on MyFitnessPal either. I just need a little break from the minute details for a bit.
Anyway, that's all for now. Hope you're all having a wonderful Tuesday. And since I probably won't be posting again this week...